.
.
It was your favorite book,
the one with Goldbug*
hidden in every picture.
You’d turn the pages
and find him peeking
from the window of a car
or riding in the back
of a fire truck.
.
When you grew up
you had your own cars and trucks
and never failed to wave
and beep your horn
when you drove away.
.
A year ago today
you left this realm
but you are not gone.
I feel you standing next to me
as I water the grape ivy.
Your wind chime rings
when the air is perfectly still.
The little wooden cats
you carved for me
change position during the night.
Something invisible
tickles my arm.
.
You tell me in a dream
not to be sad
and you wave at me
from the windows of everywhere.
I wave back
and turn another page.
.
.
© 2018 Betty Hayes Albright
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* from Richard Scarry’s – Cars and Trucks and Things that Go
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Cats carved by my late son, Arlie, when he was 8 or 9.
This is a beautiful poem Betty. I’m so sorry for your loss.
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Thank you, Nico. It’s been a year but still feels like yesterday.
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Praying you receive continued healing and comfort.
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❤
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❤️
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Some emotions are so pure…like those expressed in this verse.
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Thanks very much, Charlie.
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This is a beautiful Ode Betty! ❤
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Thank you, Deborah. ❤️
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Oh, Betty. This feels so sad. You must miss him so. Your love still shines brightly and he is still close at heart. Blessings. xo
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I really appreciate your comment, Eliza. Yes, miss him very much, even though I do feel his presence at times. Thank you ❤️
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Such a moving tribute. Thank you for sharing it.
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Thanks very much for reading it, Wordwool.
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My heart aches for you, Betty, but this is truly a lovely tribute. I remember you telling me, so I can’t believe it’s been a year already. I’m sending virtual hugs, my friend…💗💗💗
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Thanks, Lauren. I can’t believe it’s been a year either. Still feels so raw. I appreciate the hugs. 💞
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💗💐
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A beautiful homage to your son and the words bring him to view through the years and shows the love he felt for you. A wonderful poem the reflection of your love for your son.
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Thank you Renee – I find your comment very comforting, and appreciate it.
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This is so beautifully done… sending you lots of love ❤
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Thank you, Sarah ❤️ Love back to you.
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So beautiful Betty, cats, poem and the closeness of your beautiful son . Thinking of you today and always 💜💜
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Thank you, Willow, for your kindness and caring. 💓🌸
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I am thinking of you always 💜
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Thank you, my friend. I think of you too. We have a lot in common. ❤️🌸
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We do don’t we 💜💜
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Bitter-sweet memories. I do hope the pain is easing with time, Betty. You made good use of inspiration arising from the anniversary. Sending you warm and healing thoughts.
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Thank you so much, Ben, for your caring thoughts. This anniversary has brought it all back to the surface, but maybe that’s a necessary catharsis. I truly appreciate your kindness.
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This leaves me feeling a mix of sadness for your loss, and something intrinsically uplifting.
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Val, I’m glad you picked up on the positive perspective of this. Hard to explain but it’s there, even in the rawness of emotion. Thank you for your comment!
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an amazingly beautiful poignant post Betty ❤ ❤ ❤ love and hugs, K
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Thank you very much, Kim. Love and hugs back to you 💕💞
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Very poignant and wistfully reflective. (When you grew up…) Cannot relate to your loss directly, so appreciate you sharing in your poetry as like a gift to us readers. Wishing you and your family the best.
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Thank you, and I appreciate your comment very much.
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Grief is a very long journey. Betty, I’m so very sorry for your loss – it isn’t supposed to happen this way.
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You’re so right, Sharon – a parent shouldn’t be outliving their child. But I’ve met so many who have, so unfortunately it’s not a rarity. I guess we should all just be thankful for the time we do have with our loved ones, whatever the relationship. Thank you very much for your kind comment. ❤️
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Spent many hours with the little ones and the Scarry book. “Backhoe!”
I – and many around me – believe in the small signs – they are there.
Peace and love. —CC
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Thank you – and yes, they are there! (I’m glad you’re also familiar with the Richard Scarry book.)
Peace and love back to you.
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A wonderful poem! It’s quiet power will move and comfort many.
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Thank you very much – I always appreciate your caring words.
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I just do not know how you survived. I know we do. I know we can.
Betty, this is lovely, wistful, precious. My heart goes out to you. ❤️
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Bela, thank you. After a year I still can’t believe he’s really gone – it’ll never compute. I appreciate your comment very much. 💕
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Love to you, Betty. xoxo
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Thank you again, dear Bela. Love back to you. 💓
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such a beautiful poem !! Loved it
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Thank you, Tidbits. I’m glad you liked it!
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you’re welcome Betty – will see more of you here 🙂
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Awesome!!
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Thank you, Roy.
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Dear Betty, this was a most poignant poem. And I am so sorry to hear you lost a Son
What special treasures.
A beautiful tribute on such a sad anniversary.
Sending my love and blessings.
Sue 💜
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Sue, a belated thank you for your thoughtful words. I appreciate them so much! 💕
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Dear Betty, never worry about lateness.. We all have a life beyond WP. And I am often just the same, arriving late and often just not arriving at all.. So sending Hugs your way xx ❤ And Blessings
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I’m glad you understand, Sue. Hugs back to you. 💕
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may your sweet love
continue beautifully.
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Thank you so much, David.
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I am so touched by your beautiful tribute. I am the mother of a son, and a daughter too. I hope sharing him here has been a good thing for you, it’s lovely how you have done this
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Thank you, I appreciate your comment so much. It has been helpful writing about him here now and then. (It was just a year ago; he was 44.) Give your son and daughter a hug for me. ❤️
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